Thug life.

Don’t it always seem to go, that you don’t know what you’ve got ‘til it’s gone.

All of the stuff I said doesn’t go to one specific person. It really goes to ALL guys out there. Haha. I’m really not an angry person all the time.

When you come to me, come correct. Not this high-school-I’m-gonna-text-my-feelings-to-you bullshit.

When you speak to me, speak like an intellectual. Don’t talk just to talk. Substance is essential. Otherwise you’re wasting your time and mine.

Don’t run around actin’ like you ain’t trippin’ over the loss of our friendship when I know DAMN well when it comes down to it, I’m gonna be the one you come to when you need someone to listen. Yeah, I know you guys can talk up a storm, too. Can’t NOBODY do it like me. Get that right.

Get your life together. School or job. One, the other, or both. SOMETHING that shows me you’ve got something going for you. Even if you don’t pursue anything like that, show me you have passion towards something. Some productive. You love music? Do something. You love cars? Do something. You love collecting stamps and coins and all that? DO SOMETHING. Show me your ambitions. Show me you care about your future if you’re trying to make yourself a part of mine. Yeah, I can dig the guys who live carefree but … honestly, it’s not always like that.

Don’t act like you’re high and mighty just because you got a dick and you can stick it in any girl you like. That may be dope to other guys, but it’s straiiiiighhtttttt jank to most self-respecting women I know.

Start kickin’ it with people who will respect me. They talk shit, you stand up and get ready to fight because that shows how much respect YOU have for me. Oh, you don’t care what they say? Then you don’t care about me.

I want to be a part of your life, not another part of your life. I wanna meet your friends and get to know them. Not so I can have your shit on lock, but so I can get to know and love them like you do. On this same point, I want you to be able to kick it with me and my friends. They’re good to me, they’ll be good to you. I pick a good group of people to kick it with and I can only hope you do the same.

Yup. This pretty much summarizes all I need to say. Thank you, and goooooooodnight.

Long time no talk, old pal.

Life has been incredible lately. I’m happy, I’m busy, I’m independent, I’m loving it.

Just thought I’d fill you in on the past few weeks (since I’ve been so neglectful)

Well, I went to DMV and had the time of my life.  Makinig II was such a successful event and I’m so happy that I was a part of that. It was the first show I’ve ever been flown out to do. I’m glad I got to share this experience with some of the most talented people I know: Jeremy, AJ, Melissa and JR. I told Tuan I cried on the plane ride home, not only because I missed them, but because .. well .. it was a life-changing weekend. Really. Thank-you’s are due Vince, Alan, Suzanne, Timi, CG, Tuan, Ian, and everyone else who showed us out-of-towners such a BOMB time.

Can’t forget to thank that guy Ashton Kutcher for being sooo amazingly supportive of me.

Can’t forget to thank TGK and all the other homies that see me on a daily basis and don’t get tired of me. Well, at least they don’t LOOK like that get tired of me. These guys have seriously seen me through my ups, downs, uglies and drunkies and they still put up with me. Freaking love them. Esp. Bobby :]

Thank you to all of you who said happy birthday to me a few days ago. I really didn’t think people would remember.. Thank you, Richard for hearing me out while I cried like a little bitch. Love you forever and ever and ever.

Basically, I love life. I love you. I love Jesus.